Three Days going Strong

My finger is still numb. It turns on and off like hot and cold water in an older building. As the numbness comes and goes it actually carries with it sensations that trap me in awareness. When it's numb it feels like it is dead and I am carrying with me a portion of skin and meat that is no longer "with" me spiritually, but is all there physically. I get to enter an antique store, but I can only look, I'm not allowed to touch. And then, when my finger re-awakens it tingles with hot needles of excitement. The flesh is alive and crawling with activity. It comes and goes and just as if I were standing under hot water as it abruptly runs cold--I always feel it.

There are worse things I know, but it's definately strange.