Too much of the Same

Variation. That doesn't happen in my life. At least not right now. I am used to going to school at different times every day and working different times every day with grocery shopping when I can fit it in and babysitting Friday or Saturday nights and soccer games on the weekend and rollarblading in the park when I'd get off of work at the preschool.

I can sum up what I do now: Work, lunch, exercise, sort through stuff in my room, and go to bed. That is normally the pattern of every day. It's getting harder to break that pattern, because I live so far away from the city and I don't really have any friends that live here. Then my cell phone doesn't work at my parents house. Everyone I normally call has Verizon... so no one ever calls anymore because they can't get through to me and it's not free to call my house phone.

I need to get a job. I miss having my own apartment. I love my parents and I love this time that I get to spend with them (though I really should have a job and my own apartment), but the distance and feeling cut off from everything is pretty hard.

No wonder they call college the best times you will have in your life.